THIS was first posted Feb 27 2022 www.facebook.com/therealTaveau and it is the BACK STORY for above

NOTE I got this ADDITION which I edit (tomorrow )and probably make 2 different words

THE INSPIRATION FOR… WHEN YOU WANT TO

COMPLAIN..THINK OF UKRAINE

“A Lesson in turning the the channels of YOUR God Guided hearing heart …when YOU get CAUGHT BY SURPRISE IMPATIENCE, even Demonic big pressure”

I have this continually as a LIFE ongoing Lesson ..however, God Understands and one can at least, by enlisting God’s mercy and help.. IMPROVE.

AND even YOU fall off the horse, even countless times..just get back on..For God has mercy when we TRY with PURE heart…(He’s got a lot more ponies…)

MAKING 2-3 MINISTRY POINTS

NOTE PLEASE..THE GIRL DESCRIBED BENEATH..

. A DISCLAIMER ..while I make big description of her seeming inability to function I was noticing at the same time..Her possibly back store..which I always tend to do. Because ALL PEOPLE are not as fortunate to have been raised well. THEREFORE when I talk about her…it is NOT accusing “HER” it is a REFLECTION of what appear to be THE FUTURE OVER MANY (not saying ALL but at least a TRICKLE)
REASON the young girl (SHE APPEARED TO junior in high school ..meaning the last 2-3 chaotic LIFE years as JUST WHAT she’s SURVIVED, PASSED THROUGh, GOT EDUCATED AMONG..for she was PRIME in that Specific RIGHT AGE ) HAD SOME DIFFICULTIES that created all of this ”SHE LOOKED functional “” but realizing that LIFE can be DIFFICULT..I fully understand in what follows that I realize has has been going on in covid effected EDUCTION, THE MANY SYSTEMS ..and she had NO CHOICE in WHO she was raised by WHAT has or has NOT gone on her prior backstory so when I make POINTS its knowing I CANNOT ACCUSE HER For WHAT LIFE AND THE MEAN DEVIL apparently had already being DOING.. PS also WHO would not feel huge PRESSURE if one ha 8-10 customers waiting in a line and YOU were perhaps minimally functional YOUR SELF ..SHOWING CHRIST’S EMPATHY..

TO THE METICULOUS BABY BOOMERS, SAVVY GEN X, SUAVE MILLENNIALS .. (one Boomer lady behind me and myself WHO “grew up accustomed to USA basic all time lives..SERVICE..used EXPECTING FUNCTIONAL..even somewhat educated..sort of at a TAD .. EFFICIENT (GOOD OLE TIME PRECISION SERVICE) ..which I realized is the mark of YESTERDAY..(Pray not so but)…ALSO I realized THAT tugged at part of the WHOLE LIFE EXPECTANCY which was attached to the patience inside the Usually CALM Self Governing ME and the lady who was my generation but who stood there filling my with what could be dimly as ENTITLED SPOILED “ACCUSTOMED ” which is nearly ALL OF THE WIDE MANY GENERATIONS. As a mature Christian I happened to catch myself mid COMPLAINT but then I managed to pull back..

“THE MEANING: that WHEN the MATURE “CHRISTIAN” now gets tested by their SERVER, WAITING, FAST FOOD CASHIER, ETC..be a Self Controlled GOOD Witness and catch your about to SPOUT OFF by PRAYING INSTEAD for THIS NATION, PERSECUTED CHURCH/PEOPLE GROUP, NEIGHBORS ILL OR REPEATEDLY ABUSED , TRAFFICKED / ENSLAVED, FOR MIGRANT CAMPS, SUFFERING IN OTHER NATIONS, ETC Let GOD put the write thing on your heart..BUT YOU NEED TO PRACTICE THIS

..SIMPLY CHANGE OVER TO USE YOU (FORCE) INTENSITY TO HELP BY PRAYING FOR someone who really really FAR WORSE OFF.

Perhaps this story can be a reminder.

BUT… JUST SHARING THE TRUTH .TO SERVE..

THE OPENING…THE PRECIPITOUS PARABLE

I was standing in a fast food line yesterday and eager to get in and out. About 7 people came in the same time and got in line.

I was 3rd..however, the young lady .(not appearing to be Special Ed) yet must have first 10 minutes on the job or in any JOB at all) And being near but yet so FAR (as she was fumbling and clueless..was SO miserably seeming to be illiterate (PRECIOUS but SAD) dysfunctional on the job and every word of each SENTENCE uttered by the 2 PEOPLE and their orders was EXTREME…and I was feeling “like the IMPATIENT (inner) MARTYR, , STRESSED” (sad but true) and irritated..”BUILD UP”

FOR I try VERY HARD to not blow my cool and turn SNIPPY, DISREPECTFUL, SARCASTIC and/or A POOR WITNESS….(TO NOT HURT ANYONE..(meaning HER SWEET TRYING HARD SELF) Plus, very conscious NOT being “TRIGGERED to say anything nasty rude as God’s person..(ONE MORE SNIPPY”BORN CHRISTIAN) WITNESS…for I was weary ..And as I watched her challenged by the TWO in front of me..then it began to be frustrating..(‘NOT UP TO “MY SPEED”** )..(**which is actually The FATHER showing up what truly remains INSIDE MY HEART..SO I take as a lesson learned and one that I can share her )

Since I pretty know myself I new it as a trick of the Enemy for I was happy but tired, weary from working hard, using my intelligence to write and creative..so this was long hard morning..so I was “off duty” and needing to relax, unwind.

However ,I also know how to behave and that suddenly I found myself in a SET UP ..So knowing this I thus turned to HOLY SPIRIT for HELP ..which He tried to supply. SELF GOVERNMENT, WITH HIS HELP

SO I tried to keep a self governing overall perspective ..and I did.however, I admittedly was SILENT mostly but was FEELING “…RIGHTEOUS” FRUSTRATED AND ” TRIED. TO THE EDGE OF MAKING A SNAPPY COMMENT..(on the inside) but I was able to “FUME INSIDE “but muzzle what comes OUT (again, I did not regret anything I said OTHER than me being that TRIGGERED (when I thought I was perfect in that (meaning HAHAHA)

TRYING NOT TO BE A MINISTRY “KAREN..”

And when she got to MINE it was even WORSE… AWFUL. (NOT ONE WORD, EVEN when I asked her for several JELLIES…she was so confused, pushing all the order buttons but never got one item correct (from my mouth to her hears) NOT EVEN ” “JELLY” WAS UNDERSTOOD ACCURATELY so she hemmed, hawed, fumbled and re-fumbled on the register and to figure it out. . AND I REALIZED ON HER BEHALF that is truly SAD for HER and the NATION..and whileI was TRYING to have a Christlike heart..filled ONLY with COMPASSION..I , not quite perfect..still being human, admittedly I feel VERY bad for her ..yet was also curious about HOW she got the job…(nor could it be GOOD for any business REPUTATION, SERVICE QUALITY) but not meaning THE GIRL but how this may be a SIGN of future (?)

AND INCLUDED.. A USA KIDS..A WARNING SIGN

AND felt unsure about the future of the NATION..as this is a PARTIAL SIGN of the USA FUTURE(?) MEANING TO ALERT AS A WARNING TO PASTORS, ELDERS..I took it (after what is online about THE EDUCATION OF THE YOUNG and MEDIA need for HOPE, ENCOURAGEMENT and PARENTING, FINANCES.. on behalf of OUR CHILDREN..this being ONE…It was suffering REAL REMINDER to guard, pray for and PROTECT our YOUNG ..As it was miserably THERE (her own suffering and not being able to do her job well in front of SO MANY ) and it was a SYMBOL of how ACROSS THE USA .demonically how our truly wonderful YOUNG are being attacked..from EVERY AND ALL POSSIBLE EVEN ..MURDEROUS… SIDES..

PS I really though to masks, zoom learning, maybe feeling off center due to GAPS in WACKY World of last 3 years..missing NORMAL…at home learning ..MISSING PIECES and ALL OF THE WEIRD MEDIA.. missing education, maybe having no wise parents, but the CHIEF even certain diabolical systems and REPEATED DRILLING ON ONLINE, MEDIA, CELL, PEERS…”YOU WILL NEVER GROW UP..” DISTINCTLY DYSTOPIAN… NO FUTURE on MEDIA..

YET, ADMITTED, YES.. THERE IS THE HOPE OF CHRIST ..but I see all of this as possibly the view of a START of the DYSFUNCTIONAL BIGGER type of New Beginning..yet it won’t be assessed until we go forward into the next MANY years.

PLUS it cannot only be remedied by PRAYER and LOVE ..this is multilevel and a possible LIFE IN THE USA PREVIEW..so churches..MUST GET THIS ON THEIR TRAINING HEARTS as it will demand NOT JUST Bible but natural multi sided national, area wide, church cultural life approaches.. .

WINDING DOWN THE STORY

Finally it taking so long and nothing had been accomplished, not one thing..and the other grown behind me were also getting more impatient.. I then suggested she let the manager to it..which he did..

THUS it was REVEALING two in ways KIDS(precious caring TRYING HER0 and INSIDE ME..

I am TRYING TO BE very CAREFUL when I am in ministry, a Christian, but then get CAUGHT UP where my own well intentioned flesh TESTS Me to say something or to SNAP BACK..
I am and was VERY RESPECTFUL..about what I said and HOW I said it..but it was a TEST.

So I am still on the potters wheel..

MAIN POINTS

1. I noted this sweet dear girl (at the most 17) as also a product of the nation quality USA product of education ..knowing how sweet and pure she was and just CLUELESS. However, I being just as human as anybody felt me RIGHTEOUS FRUSTRATION and so did lady behind me…

YET 2. the GOD inside me QUICKLY JUMPED ON ME..and HUMBLED ME.. as (as I also know it) He reminded me that I was showing hidden ‘ superior all knowing hiding SPOILED PRIDE..FULLY OFF PERSPECTIVE PURELY “ALL ABOUT ME..” unservant like..(WOULD NOT QUALIFY FOR “JESUS HUMBLE”)and thus ..even major… “INGRATITUDE)

So as soon as

A) recognized it rising up inside ME)

B) as I know it was wrong but was still TEMPTED to rehearse.

BUT C) The HOLY SPIRIT fast GOT MY ATTENTION and told to SWITCH INNER GEARS and to SHUT THAT DOWN ..YET the big temptation to SAY SOMETHING TO BE RESENTFUL to GROUSE..inside temptation kept PRESSING ME FROM DOWN INSIDE and as I WRESTLED, there at Burger Stand..(in my mind viewing it from a Pauline Point “walking this as part of the TEAM CHURCH..teaching the powers and principalities (which is how I view many things)

….So… in under 5(ordering not time spent minutes I had a new re-awakening.. as it was an INNER Telling..reminding..and from the Eternal View ….

AS I could inner envision this as ALL HAPPENING .. before the SEEING EYES OF THE ALMIGHTY GOD!!

BUT it continued and the winey (similar?) lady behind me kept FEEDING the EGO TEMPTATION with her complaining and murmuring and THAT..(as reality mightily checked in) .bear in mind…ALL OVER A $ 2.00 hamburger 8**

***(KEEPING IN BIG MIND.THAT THE UKRAINE PEOPLE WERE OVER THERE GETTING BOMBED ..WHILE I WAS “PRIVILEGED ” TO BE GIVEN GOD’S UNDESERVED GIANT GRACE….TO BE “ALLOWED TO STAND IN THIS AT PRESENTLY USA CALM”+FUNCTIONING IN FAST FOOD SERVING…+ USA LINE” )

So with that conviction..I purposely CHALLENGED MYSELF by WILLING to agree to “PRAY” not to POUT.. when I get TESTED by , WAITING and.NOT GETTING “MY WAY” “.

A lesson in” redeeming the time” and “controlling the spiteful, retaliating tongue ” (BOTH AT THE SAME TIME!!) as the days are weird also appearing evil”

Help the YOUNG as GOD directs..

..TRY TO REDEEM TIME WHEN BORED, PRONE TO FEEL SORRY FOR SELF, BEING ACCUSED UNJUSTLY..AND WHEN YOU FEEL TIRD OF WAITING..Example..BEING CAUGHT IN LONG SLOW BIG TRAFFIC..

+ YOU are FASTER to get ready to LEAVE but THE PERSONS, such as LATE APPOINTMENT, failure perhaps the last child to put into the car..and/or some notorious family friend (who..compared to YOUR inner sense of duty, being respectful and taking personal responsibility..maybe YOUR WHO LIFE to be Other Centered and thereby PUNCTUAL.. yet this close family friend does not seem to has NO sense of times and it seemingly completely wrapped up in HIS ,HER own Self*) ) ( **The She is willing to admit that the LAST one has been me..am have life history of being super punctual..usually there before.)