This was first posted Nov 28, 2021 www.taveauleader.com

I NAME THIS XLONG MATURE CURIOUS WORD. THE SHORT(ER) KERNAL TEACHING..as I WROTE TWO CHRISTIAN LEADERSHIP VERSIONS of this.

“DFW till basically NC, SC…

Though none go with this me,

I STILL WILL…DEEPLY.. FOLLOW”

(As just a Pilgrim on her sent Progress)**

SOLE PURPOSE…To teach the Church, to share a different mature.. PERSPECTIVE.. ..plus to REMIND……WE’RE ONLY PASSING THROUGH! So we may need to begin to try to ENJOY LIFE… HAVE A LOT OF HILARITY..TAKE IT EASY…+ Hang Out with the Most High (Father , Son,Holy Ghost)

**REMINDER.. Shades of Paul..who was representing a NEW MAIN OVERSEER (EXCEEDING EXPERIENCE DIVERSE) FACET of the FIRST CHURCH “New Global Mega Apostolic Ministry Move”..HOWEVER due to Paul’s REPUTATION (as a murderer of First Church..Christians..) (or as an atypical “offscouring” maybe the infamous he was not regarded as FIRST CHURCH “very inferior”..yet ME THINKS.. that maybe the more free spirited, mostly likely FAR MORE FREE RANGED than LEGALISTIC…maturer PAUL… carried a far more diverse and very real different INNER VIBE .(more diverse “GENTILE” CALLED untamed inner spiritual DNA) ..which the Hand Picked 12 Apostles did not want to understand and felt worried about…

…..for history trains that the apparently viewed as “by himself UNUSUAL” Apostle Paul was dimly regarded, perhaps far off repeatedly diagnosed and withstood for his being a NEW WINNOWING…(not legalistic Pharisee) “SPIRITUAL CUTTING EDGE”..THUS THE “MAVERICK” NEWBIE PAUL was unwanted by the Elect First Church 12 MENTORED “Hand Chosen” by JESUS’ HIMSELF **

(** TO ME…Shades of MODERN charismania ….OLD TESTAMENT LAW…..(from what I’ve enough experienced” I can just PICTURE what PAUL must have gone through …such as , “NO PAUL. YOU’RE NOT MINISTRY MATERIAL NOW”.PLUS “WE’RE THE ORGANIC “REAL” FIRST 12 OFFICES..SO THAT MEANS THAT “WE ARE EXCLUSIVE, HAND PICKED)” PLUS..we’ve DEEP SCANNED YOU on numerous occasions and believe YOU have BAGGAGE left over “bitter UNFORGIVENESS”..Plus we sensed SOME ONGOING mighty deep WOUNDING”…THEREFORE..You are not QUALIFIED..to co-minister. .

(PS AND…by the Narrow Way, Paul.. we want to strongly recommend that YOU ASAP enroll in our new 5 week FIX EM FAST POP PSYCHOLOGY CURE CLASS?) ..for after all..we don’t really “GET the real YOU”..and generally DON’T WANT TO TRY..for frankly we took an immediately dislike to the unproven YOU..as YOU don’t RESEMBLE our Preferred STEREOTYPE… Also…we’re working nearly around the clock. and we’ve got NO TIME to waste..(PLUS we’re all a lot skeptical about JUST WHY you have so many friends among the RIFF RAG…meaning YOUR strong personal friendships with area Cretans, Barbarians, Temple Dianah cult worshippers, the Romans…and the MANY GREEKS, non Torah loving. UNHOLY…perverse…many sorts of DEEMED TO AS ” UNCLEAN”persons so that now we far off are aware of YOUR seeming “relationships” with MANY outside the Well Governed CHURCH and TORAH LAW True authority communities?

“PAUL..sadly, after we’ve chatted amongst ourselves…we’ve decided that YOU you too much a LOOSE TYPE OF CANNON..also a junior wannabe ..meaning OVER ANXIOUS and thus a bit of a MISFIT..PLUS several of us have noticed YOUR BIG and peculiarly DISTURBING…watering eye condition ..and that did not help YOU win favor with US…..For…we’re wise..and THAT BLIGHT just could be a WARNING SIGN TO US.. meaning..that you are in some sort of SECRET CLOSET SIN…and thereby might be UNDER GOD’S CURSE…(PLUS as your not very impressive..but rather like offscouring dung to the chief “us”) ..now..off with the likes of GENTILE “SENT” YOU..

and THUS DUE TO BEING THAT “WE” Hand Picked by Messiah Christ HIMSELF.. ARE THE “ONLY LEGAL, VALID + TRUE” EQUALLY “MATURE” MIGHTY MANTLED OFFICES…ALSO WE WERE, NO VIEW OURSELVES…TO BE DEVOUTLY “SUBMITTED UNDER”…. THE NOW DEPARTED “FAMOUS” ORACLE MEGA TYPE OF RENOWN…GIFTED.. PROPHET JESUS”..meaning, now with that being said. “WE DEMAND TO BE “OVER THE LIKES OF YOU, INFAMOUS SERVANT LEADER PAUL”…PLUS..PAUL IS SURELY ” OUT OF APOSTOLIC UNDER THE FIRST CHURCH APOSTOLIC GOVERNMENT AUTHORITY.””…”WHICH MEANS THAT YOU, “NO NAME PAUL”..ARE IN APOSTOLIC “REBELLION” …FOR YOU ARE “UNSUBMITTED”..

YOU MAY AKS “WHY??… BECAUSE WE ARE THE ONLY GENUINE OVERSEER “RULERS”… AND WE SAY SO!

And that is exactly how it is TODAY.. so I must clear up much of this..for the sake of a FUTURE NON BIASED, NON ACCUSER LEGALISTIC ..MINISTRY APOSTLE.. CHURCH

…..AND THE FUTURE MEGA CHIEF APOSTLE (who wrote 2/3 of the New Testament).. ..who was AT THE FIRST… given the Left Foot of Fellowship by the “CHOSEN ELITE” and (“did not confer with flesh and blood”) but left for DAMASCUS (up with the leader Arabs)…where HE HUNG OUT (13-14 FULL SOLO PIONEERING YEARS) …with the SAME …..(all colors, sizes, shapes of DARK CONTINENT, leader Arabs,ASIANS…trade route ..relating, experiencing FIRST HAN “MIGHTY RELATIONSHIPS” when out among with many diverse..however, with presumably barely a FEW of the Circumspect First Church..and perhaps even with barely a few SYRIAN area.. fellow JEWS..

SO it was due to servant office PAUL’s ENFORCED MEGA ISOLATION (13-14 seasoning core apostolic no COVERING YEARS) that… IRONICALLY.. Paul (who was well raised.. w deeply immersed…an Expert, Jewish Levitical Law..trained former Pharisee) probably got much of his FIRST HAND KNOWLEDGE of “GENTILES”..to which later as a GALATIANS 1:2 SENT APOSTLE. was later “SENT”..

and THERE..practically excommunicated..looked down on…ministry deeply disrespected..The Apostle Paul…in hindsight … an outcast.. (not their PREFERRED LEADER STYLE) .. from the LOCAL FIRST CHURCH …who was often shunned ..looked down on as NOT A LIST Ministry Material but his ultra Elite Jerusalem peers in local First Church eldership. EVEN THOUGHT Paul was at first..very often…typecast and diminished, biased against..STILL ….despite and throughout it all…rising Apostle PAUL MORE FULLY ACQUAINTED WITH THE ONE AND ONLY RISEN LORD” and proclaimed ..EPHESIANS 1:17 “filled with the spirit of wisdom and revelation..in HIS KNOWLEDGE “OF HIM” (just just indirectly reading many GOOD books, hearing trainings, sitting under ministry mantled training authorities…or watching YOUTUBES.. ABOUT Him)

HENCE… this Story …”to raise consciousness and eyesight (amongst the area locals…meaning…”UP” from the finger pointing, ever unjustly accusing, surely included far off spiritually fear based..”witch watching”…Old Time Levitical witch hunting Elevated Libeling Law)

This ONE POSTED HERE…is for the novice, the hurried..(for we deeply understand) …so KERNAL LIGHT SHORT Basic Important 3 J 2 Topic .to makes sure I come across not as “ACHIEVEMENT but rather by God’s FREE GRACE”

I will also post the LONGER SECOND VERSION.which hosts the typical doctrinal witch watching “anti clubby Disrespect” type of “office pure hearted and to ALL FULLY RESPECTFUL primarily GOOD OLE BIG BOYS, SIMILAR Rant.

BE MORE PRETTY ..a humorous comment: THE REMINDER that”with God NOTHING is impossible” (as in hahaha)

God Holy Spirit (this AM) downloaded ” BE MORE PRETTY”…also .TIES IN WITH THE ONGOING 3-J-2 DFW Leader Ministry Fellowship Leader LIFESTYLE(3 JOHN 2 RENEWAL OF THE BORN AGAIN CHRISTIAN PERSONS …”greek, media soaked, pent up, Back Under the OT Hard Core Law..and I am RIGHT NOW also doing this myself (been a VERY ROUGH but GODLY CONTENTED and INCREASINGLY FRUIT FULL, JOYFUL and LIBERATED end of this Long Haul 2021.

Sort of a 3 JOHN 2 “From way down on the deep INSIDE..then slowly, eventually beginning to noticeably begin to (via faith, GRACE and (might be even mean” dogged PERSISTENCE”..OR “and over TIME”)…start to Give EVIDENCE (slowly MANIFEST) some where on the OUTSIDE”. Never a FORMULA..each person will see something TAILOR MADE to be UNIQUE. “just for THEM”

FILLING IN SOME BIG GAPS:

AN FYI: The 3-J-2 ongoing fulfilled eclectic LIFESTYLE “3 JOHN 2 “Beloved, above all things, I wish that you would PROSPER and be IN HEALTH..even as YOUR SOUL Prospers” but never by Formula.

AND IT’S always left up to GOD as to WHEN and HOW HE purposes, chooses to show up!!

I will honor the Kenneth Copeland Pioneering word of faith with a title of a mini book which I believe he wrote in 80’s or 90’s (?). “FAITH AND PATIENCE..”The Power Twins” which is a Bible reminder of (my version “APPLYING YOUR HOLY FAITH” to understand HEBREWS 6:12 :

YET WE need to use (apply/summarily use our Born Again ..in the Holy Bible, mature FAITH (which will on some or even over MANY DAYS..actually require OUR REAL EFFORT)..but it’s not WORKS..it’s putting STRENGTH of FAITH, WILL in order to fully “God’s WORD”..Truly “TRUST

“Faith and patience inherit God’s mighty PROMISES” “HAVE PATIENCE”…(NOTE And if we perceive that God tells some of us to “CLAIM” them..to “USE AN INNER invisible, HOLY SPIRIT CLEARLY DIRECTED..INNER”EFFORT”.. IN ORDER TO APPLY OUR FAITH”..then..

it is HOLY SPIRIT CLEARLY LED, DIRECTED and each persons VOLUNTARY PERSONAL CHOICE..hence ..to do all of that is a chosen ACT OF HUMBLE HOLY SPIRIT OBEDIENCE..and VOLUNTARY..yet not a human, carnal DRIVE to ” TRY to ACHIEVE” (which I humbly BELIEVE that the famous word of faith leader movements never got around to training it like this..so by the time many thousands HEARD “different video, training, attended conferences, heard TV, swapped fellow Ministry Testimonies..and sat under many MICRO and mega Similar Christian faith applying MINISTRIES..that apparently MANY or SOME…missed all of this..

Hence while I decidedly honor the original FIRST TRAININGS from 80’s or so, I have not been in any one of their pastors, ministers memberships for since about that time…due to FALLOUT and ACHIEVEMENT (not saying up in the HIGH HEADS..no but down in the TV MEDIA “fan club” sort of many papal ministers..YET the are NOT BIASED and NOT TOO OFTEN “anti Female’ as word of faith Ministries has EQUALL RESPECT FOR ALL RACES, HUMANS..and I say THANKS and HONOR them for that

PLUS KENNETH HAGIN in Tulsa, where my kid sister and family and before her passing, and prior to DFW they all graduated from Rhema Bible Training Center..but I WAS NOT LED TO BE A PART OF THAT. I love and respect yet also MOVE A LOT MORE in the worship, diverse pentecostal, cross denomination and pure office prophetic, senior apostolic (SERVANT LEADER down to earth)

CROSS BODY UNITY (new submitted office type) but just PIONEERING IT now..after all of these 35 plus YEARS in out in the TV effected diverse FIELDS…which then has Noble Berean researched and found big RELATIONSHIP /SUBMISSION and REAL LEADER FIRST LOVE and “TRAINING IN TRUE BIBLE PROSPERITY’ AND AGAINST WELP BIAS.some powerfulMISSING GAPS

NOTHING THE MATTER WITH CORE, ORGANIC, “WORD OF BIBLE FAITH” but ONLY with the MANY GIANT AWFUL FUNDING MINISTRY WAYS IN WHICH IT HAS “TOO OFTEN” BEEN MIS-PORTRAYED

I AM NOT TRYING TO HURT BUT TO RETRAIN TO BRING OUT WHAT I BELIEVE IS MISSING DURING THE PANDEMIC SYMPTOMATIC “OVERWHELMED, MANY OFTEN DEPRESSED, RECENT RISE IN DRUG, ALCOHOL ABUSE, COMMITTED SUICIDES..and I was NOT despite living well below POVERTY LINE..but knowing HOLY SPIRIT and FAITH plus MIRACLE WORKING ‘STANDING IN FAITH ALONG WITH “NOT BEING EVER MOVEDD..YET ALWAYS IMMERSED IN SUSTAINING POWER AND JOY OF THE LORD. (plus this is minimize how TERRIBLE a trial it was (long) so I can SHARE ALL OF THIS FROM HOW IT IS SO BENEFICIAL..and yet I still must work on it my SELF to keep GOING in such a BIG POSITIVE “BE MORE BEAUTIFUL” and 3- JOHN 2 LEVEL.

TEACHING “RECEIVING” “BEING MORE PRETTY” OR ANY FAITH

“BELIEVING ACTIVELY FOR” TYPE OF SENIOR MINISTRY SINCERE

TRAINING.

MAIN REAL LIFE LEADER EVENTUAL GOAL..MEGA “FAITH’ BUT “NOT WORKS, NOT FORMULA and WITH ONE FOOT ON THE MINISTRY GROUND FOR “NORMAL LOVE, RELATIONSHIPS AND BEING NATURAL NOT BIASED OR A PLASTIC PHONY

LOGOS “FAITH ” faith in the knowledge that over all God’s Word is THE TRUTH and that JESUS IS THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE, (all of that is MEGA BLESSINGS..for it is bottom line about ETERNAL HEAVEN)

But along the Narrow Leader Way..we meet bias, many big and tiny challenges..not all fit into ONE BLANKET” one size fits all..and I submit that THIS TEACHING is what is NOW NEEDED (no TYPECASTS, which come from BUSY ACHIEVEMENT and FORMULAS) which I am NOT..but please be PATIENT as it’s HARD to get it PLAIN and EVERY POINT OUT being human and ARTICLE time constrained RIGHT HERE.

AGAIN..this is (more will come in the longer article.)as THIS IS considered as “SHORT”

CORE BASICE ABOUT…our meaning of “APPLYING ONE’S TRUE FAITH”

..We again NOTE: all of Blessed Faith THIS... it is FREE (UNDERSERVED) for IT WOULD BE WRONG to attempt to “WORK GOD”..For… DADDY CREATOR BIG JEHOVAH GOD.. will manifest due to “His UNPREDICTABLE..(FREE!!) GRACE (meaning for ANY, EACH Person who trusts JESUS as their Lord and Savior for it takes HIS inside (free yet undeserved..Eternal Holy Spirit (usually quiet, invisible, calm, gentle) POWER)…

AND note this God saved person has done this for LONGER than 30 years at certain Spirit led due Times..ALSO NOTE: This usually VERY VERY HAPPY True Person..also combines this with “PRACTICING I TIMOTHY 6:6 “Godly contentment..which is GREAT GAIN”..means as ANY, EVERY BUDGET LEVEL (also any LACK there of!)

TOPIC: VERSUS BELIEVING DUE TO BEING MATERIALISTIC, GREEDY, WAY OFF BIBLE TRUE FOCUS..AND ALSO ANY MINISTER “.TRYING TO HUMAN ACHIEVE OR WORSE TO “TRY TO WORK “GOD” (all of which this Luke Eye Witness has doubly ENCOUNTERED) but not “2020 on.

POSSIBLE, THE BIG “USUAL” EXPECTED MIXTURE TO BE USED MINISTRY MEGA, MINI, PERSONAL ASSESSED MIXED UP, ERRANT MISCONCEPTIONS.(however, each and every Christian minister has made mistakes and many in the FAITH MOVEMENTS came to the LORD as a FIRST GENERATION in their family and never went to formal college, Bible college..but that is NOT A SIN or an ACCUSATION is it just similar to the New Testament;

“God’s Good News was first given to ‘ignorant and untrained men”.. which is nearly ALL OF US, including this prophetic teacher..YET, God surely did no intend for them, me,..you TO REMAIN THAT WAY

“For all have fallen short of God’s glory’ ALL..even THIS HUMAN PERSON.(so..no condemnation)

HENCE THE LEADER EQUIPPING:

HOT TOPIC: MAINSTREAM LEADER “FIRST LOVE” VS. MINISTRY OFFICES CONSUMED BY “OUR OWN” “NEO WORKS” “MINISTRY ACHIEVEMENT means to this me…a human “DEMAS MATERIALISM” which might be leader based upon Passed Down, Certain Movements…assessed as “not bearing fruit” as MANY AREA BIASED SPIRITUAL UNTRUE DOCTRINES.”. DISCLAIMER:

WELL KNOWN HOT TOPIC: MAN MADE USE OF A BIBLE TEACHING FORMULA, NO “ONE SIZE GOD RESPONSE” WILL FIT THEM ALL.. CLEAR PURPOSES….

MAINLY….DUE TO THE MANY BIG “ACHIEVEMENT” CHRISTIAN MOVEMENTS...Dr T understands that as she has BEEN THROUGH most of them..but has learned the missing GAPS…She NOW (above) in depth tries to explain HER VERY OWN PERSONAL REALISTIC VIEW:

HERE IS WHY..FOR Father God has led her to surf and to know these CHRISTIAN MOVEMENTS…

Also..during that first long off surfing set Time.. she often TRIED “works, achievement” through leader Word of Faith…and has VALUED and KEPT MUCH of it..but NOT “FULLY ALL” …

but it was fraught with SELF MADE ..chiefly more like DEMAS… yet now, as “abiding Most Holy Faith is much more NOW NEEDED” ..minister Taveau will share what is now a “GOD VERY DEPENDENT..”HIS RANDOM MATURE GRACE” and “God’s Underserved Grace..

HOWEVER….YET…ONGOING.

YET, HOWEVER… IT WILL STILL REQUIRE ” OUR making a concerted Real Attempt to have “Faith” and even COURAGE…YET..it must never spiral deep downward….to the point of carrying any (burden, care, worry, fear..as in )NOT EACH OF OUR HUMAN RESPONSIBILITY to DEMAND that “HOLY LIVING MAKER CREATOR LOVING GOD”…

….FOR A Most Holy Lord does NOT “HAVE” to WORK for US but HE WILL allow many of us to STUMBLE upon mature balanced and BY HIS LOVING GRACE and BLESSING…will interact and demonstrate HIS provision, wonderworking beautification…yet if we are MATURE..we will note HOW HE is also TEACHING US HIS more about HIMSELF..EACH OF OUR SELVES and/also about HIS IMPORTANT LIFE TEACHINGS.so that then ‘when we have (in due time) received” that WE will have encouragement, many teachings to help OTHERS (children, family, friends, ministry)…

APOSTLE PAUL MENTORS..”I’ve not attained”..so if PAUL never regarded HIMSELF as “HAVING ACHIEVED IT ALL, DONE IT ALL, SEEN IT ALL, and PRESUMED TO KNOW IT ALL..then WE definitely MUST WILL NOT TO.

NOT TO HAVE US “FEEL WE’VE ARRIVED” .and even Apostle Paul said “I HAVE NOT ATTAINED”(meaning HE realized HE was human, preserved ONLY by prayer, faith, GOD’S GREAT Ministry GRACE..) But Paul also UNDERSTOOD “this life is TEMPORAL..and we’re ONLY PASSING THROUGH”..so it’s not ABOUT “US” “OUR LEADER 4 AND NO MORE”..no..it’s NEVER supposed to be SELF CENTRIC or US CENTRIC..”(however..this is WHAT I continually prophetic ministry SEE and it’s WHY I am no longer a MINISTRY PART of these MINISTRY SELF CENTRIC BIG ELITE “ACHIEVEMENT, DEMA, ELI” MANY USA massive, mega, mini…chief SYSTEMS..the carnal US…

NO. For HE DOES NOT and HE is NOT to be relegated into a WORKS, FORMULA.

SHOUT “NO” ..nor ought we be so less than humble to arrogantly mistakenly believe that BY OUR HARD WORKS, NAMING, CLAIMING among them (MAIN TO POINT OUT “naming and claiming, professing is ONLY “GOOD” IF AND WHEN “HOLY SPIRIT DIRECTLY INFORMS THE HUMAN PERSON TO DO THAT) not just GETTING A PROCLAMATION (meaning again.UNLESS HOLY SPIRIT LEADS)..otherwise it will be works and IMMATURE, PLAY TIME. or DEMAS WAY OFF (IMPURE MOTIVE, perhaps (example) GREED)

“WE DO NOT WANT TO BE SO EGO MISTAKEN OR “OFF” IN THE BIBLE TEACHING…BY FALLING INTO THE ERROR OF “DOING OUR BEST” TO “PERFORM IN ORDER TO “MAKE” THE MIGHTY GOD DO OUR BIDDING”…which is big among the middle class..but NOT ALL. yet I have watched this COME OUT OF this MISUSE, MISUNDERSTANDING and/or CARNAL PERSONS abusing, USING…(called to be a GREAT WORLD WIDE BLESSING”… .MEANING this divinely appointed REPEATED EYE WITNESS, after experiencing a lot of this..at the very first.. in myself..also in family,area local very small to (later MIGHTY MEGA) and general charismatic entire ministry moves..and repeatedly analyzing the TV MEDIA and FAMOUS NAME FOLLOWER Christian now TRENDS..created my own NOBLE BEREAN Bible Study of FRUITS from all of this and I will share on that in the NEXT LONGER VERSION

FOLLOWING BEING IMMERSED FOR 40 YEARS IN GROWING TV MEGA MINISTRIES AND WATCHING ALL OF MINISTRIES GROW INTO MEGA,WITH TENS OF MILLIONS OF DEVOUT, (MANY FINE, QUALITY TRAINED) FOLLOWERS..but also the GROWTH in wannabes, BIG AMBITION and PREACHER FAN CLUBS..also tens of thousands…FAMOUS TV PREACHER IMMATURE WANNABES (which I DFW nicknamed BOARNERGES) (for I WAS and AM NOW NOT A ONE OF THEM

AS it’s all around the USA MINISTRIES and unless VERY WELL TRAINED..it is found very WANTING..hence the dire USA MINISTRY WIDE to RE TOP PRIORITIZE 1 Genuine LOVE, RESPECT and to MORE VALUE VISITORS, ALL RELATIONSHIPS, PURE DIVERSE ALL EQUAL COMMUNITY AND TO know Ephesians 4 COMMON DOCTRINES (due to so much far off accusation due to the old Timey Country INCREASINGLY ..wise acre LAW>
MORE IN THE OTHER LONG VERSION..)